SUMMER 2010 HERE I COME

My summer internship at WaggEd officially ends today. My mentor, Grace, took our team of 5 people out for my goodbye lunch. 时间说快也不快说短也不短。吃午饭的我们有说有笑的 it was quite enjoyable. I don't know where I'll end up after I graduate, but I know PR is the career field I belong to and hopefully one day I'll get to see the members of Grace team again :) Thank you for all for being so kind to me during my stay. It was such a pleasure working in this team!

Nowwwww... my official summer 2010 long awaits mee. BB arrives on Thursday and then our backpacking China trip will embark shortly. I'm going to be the ultimate tourist...This means no blogging/facebooking till I return to Seattle! be ready for a gigantic update after I get back :)

what the humph

what i wanted reaaaaaally bad

what dad said he would buy and I came to compromise

what i got...

guess I'll just have to live with what I got. humph.

plus, i still got

what i love ;)

lost and found

why can't anything be simple?

when people's facebook relationship status turns into "its complicated" im always puzzled at the what could be so 'complicated' factor. you either love him or you dont.
but i suppose that would make things a lot less interesting and adventurous.

so far I would say my life has been rather smooth along the 21 years that has passed. from birth to school to college, up until now, my parents have been proud of me in how they have shaped me into an individual. but recently I felt I might have disappointed my mother in the relationship department. I hate to be stereotypical, but it is indeed, the Asian mother steppin' up coming into play to have a say in the guy that I've been dating for the past half year.

I'm lost in terms of what she wants me to do and this imaginary "white-horse prince" she wants me to own. I'm utterly speechless when she gave out the qualities of men that will "live up to my [her] expectations, or the whole "u deserve someone 'better' u know" [yes i know and i don't know]

spare me. please.

What I have found, is what IIIIII want. (MEE MEE MEE, not MOM MOM MOM) What must have gotten me is that Im not oh so perfect afterall in my mothers eyes. Im not trying to be rebelious and run off with my boyfriend and let my family disown me or anything. I just need time to help me find what I want. And in the mean time, I can't dwell on how she feels (at least for now).

when it comes down to you love him or not. it's simple - yes. or no. stop making it complicated. on the other hand I have to admit, complications make things more challenging and further testifies if lovers can pull through. well, bring it on.

compromise

-noun

a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, values, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.

I won't change what I do that shapes who I am, but I am willing to compromise if you do so too.

纯洁的爱情

前两天我下楼的时候老爸在地下室看电影“十月围城”我没事也就跟着一起看。革命精神真的是惊人。为了隐藏孙中山的一个小时，带来了许多想要为社会贡献的平民。像谢霆锋演得一个拉车的贫穷小子（阿四）根本不知道革命会为中国带来什么，但是却一心一意的服从老爷和少爷的意愿。

一直对谢霆锋没有很强烈的好感，这次他摆脱了以往刷帅的形象，演技真的让我很震撼。造型中他是一个像骆驼祥子的人物。同样是没有过多文化的一介车夫，同样都有自己简单的心愿。他每次拉车经过，都会按一下车铃，让在照相馆里老板的女儿阿纯知道他在看她，心里想着都是她。 他深爱的阿纯是个坡脚，这对不完美的情侣让一段浪漫隐隐作痛。胆小的阿四不敢跟阿纯说，老爷帮他提了亲终于圆了他的梦。谢霆锋在诠释这些幸福的表情和剧情发展都让我领域到所谓单纯没有任何杂念的爱情。

阿四不断的重复这“过了明天就结婚”。但是他根本没活过与阿纯美好日子的明天。

谢霆锋在访问中说道：“这个角色是我‘抢’来的。因为只有相信爱情的人，才能演好这个角色”

现在社会中的爱情与以前不一样了。不再是单纯的“我爱你”，而这其中的“我爱你”还概括了“但是你要高，要帅，有钱，有能力，家庭背景要好，等等”

这一切都破坏了纯洁的爱情。

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